
When you met someone you like, then he is not a Christian,
I felt like,"Oh God, I am really tired of waiting!!"
Well... I am single from the age that is suitable to have a boyfriend.
I consider myself not a really bad looking girl (Haha!! :P)
Somehow, the BG relationship just pass by my side.
Is not that no one interested in me, but it just end up nothing happened.
All the while, I was thinking why I am still single?
The day I met God, He teaches me that,
"Do not be unequally bound together with unbelievers [do not make mismatched alliances with them, inconsistent with your faith]. For what partnership can righteousness have with lawlessness? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness?"
----------- 2 Corinthians 6:14
I have been struggling with this. Most people told me that,
"Why should you be so strict on this statement? A free thinker or someone who did not go against your believe is good enough. Maybe he will be touched someday?"
God is real, He is really really really real.
I cannot imagine that I will live with a person that he,
don't understand why I pray everyday;
don't understand why I must spend time with God;
don't understand why I still can be so mean when I am so "Christian";
don't understand why I always complaint or breakdown when I claim that God is my savior and supporter;
don't understand why I am still weak with God but he who not believing in God can do better than me.
Also, I cannot imagine that, I go to church alone, pray alone, do devotion alone, read the bible alone, praise the Lord alone. Probably until my last breath with my partner.
I had an experience that I met someone I really like but he is a non-believer. It is not easy to choose God's way, especially when you really wanted to go against His way. I cannot forget that moment when I did my decision. It was a heart break after I choose to let him go. I pray to God that this will not happen to me again. It was so painful.
I believe in the Lord, that He promised me that if I choose His way, He will prosper me. And He definitely will!!
To all who is waiting for a true Christian life partner, believe in the Lord.
One day, I will write the testimony that God had blessed my life by giving me the best person I ever ask for.
AMEN !!!
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